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Sunday, December 18, 2016

Progressing ~

Went back to my old seminary where four teenage years of intense living took place. There I found only a bare hill with grass going on it. The building has been torn down, deemed useless.

Tuesday, November 22, 2016

New Experience ~

It was a happy dream . . . I was standing in front of a grade-school class and a boy didn't know the German word for "page". "Oh, that was the very first word we leaned in Chapter One of our German book last year," I said. And all those little girls and boys lit up and smiled with such glowing faces, the likes of which I had never seen before.

Sunday, November 13, 2016

God's Will Works ~

It is in silence, the old monk said, like when the sun rises, or in the silent chamber of the heart that God's will works.

Tuesday, November 01, 2016

Crucial Decisions ~

All the really important decisions in life-- I had no real knowledge what it was all about: Priesthood, Marriage, Children. All a blind leap.

Saturday, October 22, 2016

Grief in Our Town ~

Not enough room in the church for all his friends, many stood outside. Lukas was 18 years old, had just acquired his driver's licence. He was driving to the train station to pick up a friend when he lost control . . .

Monday, October 10, 2016

Autumn Yearning ~

I see little birds flying south in clusters. It is raining and cold. How will they ever make it over the Alps?

Saturday, September 24, 2016

Classroom ~

I taught her in the fifth grade. She wrote saying I made a great impression on her for the rest of her life, for I had told her once to brush her teeth every day. She had done that and has a set of teeth to this day that everyone admires.

Tuesday, September 13, 2016

Goings-on ~

I heard someone comparing the catastrophic political atmosphere with John of the Cross's Dark Night of the Soul. He saw it positively, as laying the ground for a spiritual recovery, once everything has been reduced to nothing . . .

Friday, September 02, 2016

De Diligendo Deo ~

God is Great— What do you do if your notion of God and Jesus conflict? The former seems for the most part confined by the latter.


Monday, August 29, 2016

Coming into Focus ~

With 80-plus finally coming to understand what a momentous, catastrophic event the First World War was.

Thursday, August 11, 2016

Memory Fading ~

. . . Now I know why mother was irritated every time I wanted to play our do-you-remember game . . .

Monday, August 01, 2016

You are what you will ~

. . . I discover that it was my desires that regulated my advancement/lack of advancement in life. I never got beyond what I desired.

Sunday, July 24, 2016

With 80 Plus ~

The liberating awareness that there is really nothing we have to believe in . . . once we have learned to trust.

Wednesday, July 13, 2016

Mother ~

Came across this obituary in the newspaper this morning:

"For the world she was a nobody, for me she was the world. I had to let my mother go. My love and gratitude for her will only die when I die."

Monday, July 04, 2016

Disappointment ~

Drove 250 miles to Schwaebisch Hall just to see this painting. But, just five days before, it had been sent to Berlin on loan.

Saturday, May 28, 2016

Bounty ~

The lilacs are so profuse this year that, when I open my window near the bush, their sweet scent comes flooding in.

Saturday, May 21, 2016

With 80 Plus ~

On seeing people over 60 I feel a strong sympathetic tie with them, a felt respect, just because they have made it so far through life. They too, have been "through the mill" . . . 

Saturday, April 30, 2016

Flying Time ~

The fastest hour of the day is the one I spend at the piano after breakfast.

Tuesday, April 19, 2016

Encouragement ~

Last night In a dream I was trying to convince a down-and-out parish priest how good his work had been and how I admired him for his steady, sincere apostleship. I called him a Man of God, but he wouldn't hear it.


Wednesday, April 13, 2016

With 80 plus ~

With 80 plus it isn't so much the surfaces of things that interests you, but rather what under-girds them.

Thursday, April 07, 2016

Wednesday, March 30, 2016

Urology Verdict~

There was an eerie, absolute silence in the waiting room at the doctor's office this morning, broken only by the nurse almost inaudibly requesting the next patients.


Tuesday, March 15, 2016

Contentment ~

The grandchildren kept begging us to play with them—and when we did they were perfectly satisfied if we would just sit and watch.

Wednesday, March 09, 2016

With 80 plus ~

. . . You realize that at 70 you started to see things as they really were.

Monday, February 22, 2016

Thursday, February 11, 2016

With 80 plus ~

Why so hard to just put one foot out in front of the other and walk, erect. I used to be so secretly proud of my gait.

Monday, February 01, 2016

With 80 plus

You hear little children yelling at the the playground and hear their voices echoing fifty years into the future . . .

Friday, January 15, 2016

Reading ~

Too heartbreaking to read—that final chapter. I keep putting it off.

Sunday, January 03, 2016

With 80 plus

When you look out through your eyes you see things differently: You see a fifty-year-old and he or she becomes an innocent little first grader.

Saturday, January 02, 2016

Articles of Faith ~

And what if there is no afterlife in heaven, or the other places we are supposed to go to? Should that make me love You less? I cannot love You just to make sure I get into heaven.